Alle Beiträge von Jakob Lindenthal

G.: Sieben Wochen

G. liegt auf einem Hotelbett in Iringa und lässt sich die Sonne ins Gesicht scheinen. Er ist erkältet und müde. Morgen Morogoro und dann nach Hause. Dar es Salaam und bald nach Deutschland, das alte Zuhause. G. hat oft den Flugzeugen nachgeschaut, die über Magomeni hinwegrauschen und er hat sich auf den Moment gefreut, wenn er selbst im spärlich beleuchteten Flugzeug sitzen würde, im Hintergrund das Heulen des Hilfsaggregats. Und er würde wissen, dass es gleich losgehen würde, ganz nach Hause. Und doch fragt sich G., worauf er sich freut. Sicher, auf viele Menschen, manches Essen und einige Orte, an denen er lange nicht mehr war. Er wird Student sein in Dresden. Geniale Aussichten, lieber G.! Sie sind jung, intelligent, kreativ, interkulturell erfahren und durchsetzungsfähig. Wollen Sie nicht gleich Bundespräsident werden? Keine Gründe, herumzuweinen und sich schlecht zu fühlen. Und doch macht es ihn unsicher und aufgeregt, eigentlich keine Ahnung zu haben, wie sein Leben in zwei Monaten aussehen wird. Es sollte doch lieber alles sicher sein, mit kleinen kosmetischen Unwägbarkeiten, die es interessant machen, aber keinesfalls unsicher, nur gerade so sehr, dass man sich am Ende noch heldenhaft fühlen kann. So ist G.s Leben nämlich bisher verlaufen, im Prinzip. Und jetzt ist das große Mutterschiff zum ersten Mal nicht mehr so nah dran. Es gibt niemanden, der befiehlt und ein möglicher Weg ist mit farbigen Steinen in einem großen norwegischen Fjell markiert. Zeit für große Freiheit und neue Ideen! Und Zeit, ein bisschen aufgeregt zu sein, denkt sich G., kuschelt sich in seine Decke und macht einen Mittagsschlaf.

 

 

G.: Wie die Zeit vergeht

„Liebes Tagebuch“, würde G. schreiben, „es ist schon wieder so viel passiert, dass ich vergessen habe, wo ich anfangen soll.“ Doch er schreibt ja kein Tagebuch. Stattdessen scrollt er sich durch den ständig wachsenden Berg seiner Bilder (zuletzt ca. 200 Gigabyte) und fragt seinen Bruder, ob er ihm von zu Hause eine Festplatte für die Datensicherung mitbringt. Und sein Bruder A. kam tatsächlich mit einer Festplatte an. Mitten in der Nacht, es war der vierte August, kam A. plötzlich aus der Tür des Flughafens in Dar es Salaam, sah G., sie umarmten sich herzlich und G.s Kollege B. fuhr sie nach Magomeni Mapipa, wo G. nun schon seit mehr als neun Monaten wohnt. In den nächsten Tagen schauten sich A. und G. die Stadt an, stiegen auf ein Hochhaus, aßen indische Süßigkeiten und kauften Fahrkarten für die Fähre nach Sansibar. Am Morgen des achten August kamen sie auf der Insel an, schlängelten sich durch die überfüllte Altstadt und nahmen einen Bus nach Kwerekwe, wo sie in einen sehr vollen Bus nach Jambiani umstiegen, der sich mit der Zeit immer mehr leerte, sodass sie fast alleine waren, als sie am Ende des Dorfes ausstiegen. Sie hatten ihre Unterkunft erreicht. Ein paar Häuser standen in einem paradiesisch schönen Garten. Dort blieben sie zwei Tage, badeten, segelten und schnorchelten. Dann wurde es Zeit, zurück in die Stadt zu fahren. Das Abschiedsbier steckten sie eilig in den Rucksack und sprangen in den Bus, der unterwegs immer mehr mit Feuerholz beladen wurde. In Stone Town genossen sie den Nachmittag in der Stadt und den Abend an der Strandpromenade, bei feinem Essen, guten Gesprächen und zwischen alten Häusern. Am nächsten Morgen schauten sie den Schmieden in Mlandege bei der Arbeit zu und sahen sich an, wie traditionelle Holzschiffe gebaut werden. Dann gingen sie in ein Cafe in der Altstadt und guckten einen Film bis zum Mittagessen mit M., G.s Reisegefährtin von der großen Rundreise. Es war schließlich Zeit, wieder auf das Schiff zu steigen und, über Wellenkämme hüpfend, nach Dar es Salaam zurückzufahren. Am nächsten Tag wartete ein Feuersicherheitstraining für Gasfeldarbeiter. G. saß an seinem Rechner und sah seinem Kollegen L. beim Vortrag zu, A. schlief auf einem Sofa im ersten Stock der Zentrale eines christlichen Radiosenders, wo die Schulung abgehalten wurde. Am Abend würden G. und A. als Gäste auf einer Hochzeit erwartet. Ein Teil der Geschenke lag noch im Laden und wusste nicht, dass sie verschenkt würden. Bald war es Zeit für das Mittagessen und danach war noch viel zu tun.

GSC is over. Time for PSC!

Thank you for following GSC campaign 2016! Today I reached my aims more or less, but in the evening only hot chocolate (approx. 1,000 Shilling) helped to overcome the exhaustion of being a firefighter in Tanzania. I admire and I am proud of all the team members who fully focused on their challenges, yielding great response from their generous donors, powering VIDEA’s work in East Africa. Although my financial contribution is in fact Zero, it was a good experience for me and if I was able to share one or two thoughts with you that you found worth thinking, I can say that it was not only an experience for me. An experience that, briefly said, tought me that I could probably not live on 1.25 Dollar per day if I was working under the current conditions, although some of my colleagues supposedly do, at least in terms of spending money for food. So I am now continuing with my Personal Solidarity Challenge, being white, privileged and and full of Western ideas, trying to be an authentic colleague, comrade and friend to the firefighters I go to the scene with. We are from totally separate worlds and still there is a small common space when we share one aim, rushing to some place where people need help. We have different approaches which often cause conflicts if I try to make my opinion clear, which I deem valuable. In return I would not have to pay attention to their way of thinking. When I fly back I will be a hero since the narrative of my people dominates the perception of good and bad in the official records of planet Earth. If I say that I failed because they are animals, people will believe me – in a certain way, because nobody would like to be an open racist. That does not mean that I believe less in my values which are often different from the values I experience in Tanzania. But my aim is to accept that there are worlds that may lie beyond what I can understand with the thoughts I brought from my white upper class private school sailing club classical music environment. I want to see their world as a world with its own right to be although I may not love it. I want to stand together with the people around me, perhaps not sharing one belief, but at least being humans with all our human wishes, thoughts and fears. Good bye, GSC! It is time to go on with PSC.

Radio box
Radio box

Day 5

„If you gave me a ticket, I would go home.“ I was standing in the middle of an incredibly uncoordinated fire attack to put out a burning car in a roundabout. In the nine months I had spent as a firefighter in a developing country I had always been prepared to take one more disappointment. But sometimes it hits you nevertheless. Other things happened after putting out the fire which are much too similar to the existing prejudices so that I will not tell them now. Well, at least I had some nice food today and I nearly stayed within the budget. Breakfast was two free chapatis and a rice ball together with tea, plus an orange, tomato paste and an avocado brought from at home (1,200 Shilling). For lunch I had home made bread with two bananas and another orange (900 Shilling). When I came home, I had some cereals (1,000 Shilling) and some bread (200 Shilling). Ok, I did not make it, especially when I count the water (900 Shilling). But there are days when life is too tough for living on 1.25 Dollar. Sorry for those who cannot just open their fridge and take something else if they do not like their spartanic dish. I am aware of my privileged position. But most of the people living on 1.25 Dollar in Tanzania are definitely not working eleven hours per day. Well, I should not try to justify myself. I am privileged and I am aware of that. It was good having a bowl of oatmeal with mango and milk instead of maize mash. Tomorrow is the last campaign day. I am trying to be strong once more but I can tell you that this is not going to be forever. I will tell you how I will be feasting on friday…

To support the Global Solidarity Challenge 2016, follow this link to view my campaign page at VIDEA: http://solidarity.videa.ca/participantpage.asp?fundid=1846&uid=3438&role=1

GSC: The fourth campaign day

Good evening, dear GSC people and friends,

on the end of the fourth campaign day, my flatmate Lutz and I agreed that it was not so easy to run a fair competition with people who are really underprivileged when we are benefiting hugely from our own social background and our privileged environment. Yesterday’s dinner was an invitation from our guests who would probably not have stayed with us if we had been living in a mouldy shack next to an illegal waste dump. For lunch I was invited today by one of my coworkers who bought me extremely tasty fish skewers and fried banana. She was not aware of my participating in a poverty challenge and I would not have wanted to reject her invitation since hospitality and solidarity are core values in the Tanzanian society. Counting in a favorable way, today’s food cost me 2,900 Shilling, including water (1.32 Dollar) which wouldn’t be a bad result. Counting the things I really consumed, the bill would rather have looked like 6900 Shilling (3.14 Dollar). To a western observer this might seem ridiculous, in Tanzania it marks the difference between the poor and the middle class.

Finally Lutz and I found three cynical pieces of advice that we would like to give to those who are not spending more than 1.25 Dollar per day to survive:

  1. Especially when you spend less, you should see that you eat enough. It is not the lack of money that is harmful to you but the lack of food.
  2. You should have more people inviting you, then you are going to save on food and can invite them in return.
  3. Finally food is an important part of any culture. Why save on it so eagerly? Deprive yourself of going shopping sometimes or other money-wasting stuff and enjoy your favourite dish together with friends instead.

The waste challenge went quite well. Today I guess that I produced not more than one litre of waste although it was hard to say since I disposed of it in different places. So I do not know whether to see it as a success or more as a hidden defeat.

If nothing else since my fundraising is not working as well as I could wish the Global Solidarity Challenge at least makes things more visible for me that I had only theoretically thought about before. We throw away our stuff in so many different places that we cannot remember at the end of the day what impact we left. Later we ask ourselves why the cities are so dirty, especially in developing countries. Every piece of scrap once started as something shiny and useful.

The success in getting closer to the 1.25 Dollar mark is so far mainly bought from my social status. Squatters do not take part in regattas, they have no visitors from Malawi and they have no nice colleagues from the Legal Department of the fire service who invite them for lunch.

To support the Global Solidarity Challenge (GSC) 2016, follow this link to my campaign page at VIDEA: http://solidarity.videa.ca/participantpage.asp?fundid=1846&uid=3419&role=1

The world keeps going, on whatever budget you live. These are the images of the day:

Work: A scene in the middle of nowhere next to the harbour
Work: A scene in the middle of nowhere next to the harbour
My favorite fruit and vegetable shop on Mikumi Street
My favorite fruit and vegetable shop on Mikumi Street
Lutz holding bread closer to the fan to cool it down
Lutz holding bread closer to the fan to cool it down
Preparing the dough for tomorrow
Preparing the dough for tomorrow

100th Post Anniversary: 3rd Day of GSC

After surviving the regatta today was a normal Monday which meant that there was no fancy dinner planned that would completely wreck my budget of, as usual, 1.25 Dollar. At my workplace I am usually served two chapati and tea for free, paid by the kind commander of the fire services in Dar es Salaam who happens to be my boss in Tanzania. I added an orange (200 Shilling). Then I checked the radios, went out with my colleagues to secure a broken power line wire and when I came back my co-volunteer Tjark from another fire station was just about to arrive at our fire station with some repair work to do. After that I enjoyed a spartanic yet tasty lunch, consisting of one bread left over from the regatta, two bananas (400 Shilling) and one orange (200 Shilling again). After lunch I went on with designing a new report sheet for the control room when the alarm was ringing again. After putting out a fire in a suburb I finally got home, chatting my way through the neighborhood, buying some fruit for tomorrow (So that they will not appear in the statistics today) and ate an orange and a slice of watermelon (400 Shilling). Then our guests from Malawi had already made dinner for us, so nice job, Jakob! You made the aim. Together with the drinking water (900 Shilling) I was spending 2,100 Shilling or 0.95 Dollar on food today. If I counted the breakfast (800 Shilling) and the pasta for dinner (1000 Shilling) my balance would have suffered severely (3,900 Shilling or 1.77 Dollar). Still a lot of money less than most of us would usually spend to sustain ourselves but I would have missed the mark again. So I am deciding to count this day to my favor…

The waste campaign lost some of its statistic significance since a lot of other people have started to share my dustbin with me. Are they trying to make me fail? Is there a conspiracy behind it? You never know. At least I managed to reduce the use of plastic bags from four to two, using my shopping bag presented on the first day.

If you want to support the Global Solidarity Challenge 2016, you can get informed at http://videa.ca/ and donate at my campaign page: http://solidarity.videa.ca/participantpage.asp?fundid=1846&uid=3438&role=1

And these are some impressions from the third day, as life goes on, me trying to live on 1.25 Dollar per day.

Fire engine interior
Fire engine interior
My colleagues inspecting the scene
My colleagues inspecting the scene
The daily challenge: Traffic jam
The daily challenge: Traffic jam
The fruit and vegetable stand down the street
The fruit and vegetable stand down the street and my bicycle

GSC: Day No. 2

Breakfast – Tea, home made bread and eggs – 300 Shilling, 100 Shilling and 300 Shilling

The regatta: Everybody brought something and I contributed bread and dhal (lentils). My share had a value of approximately 200 Shilling for the bread and 500 Shilling for the lentils.

On my way home I bought two oranges for 200 Shilling each and I ate one of them for dinner together with chapati (Indian kind of pancake, 200 Shilling). I would nearly have accepted the plastic bag to carry the oranges but in the last moment I stuffed them in my pocket to save some waste. I did not throw anything in the dustbin for today. On the way to the yacht club I just bought a bottle of water (700 Shilling) which I am going to use for this week. Water amounts to 500 Shilling for the rest of the day.

Let us sum it up: I spent 3,100 Shilling or 1.41 Dollar on my nutrition today. That is already closer to the limit. I could have used boiled tap water instead of buying it from the shop, then I could have undercut the line. Let’s keep it up tomorrow!

Today I forgot to take any pictures of my food or the shops where I bought it. Be patient…

And I learned something else: Tanzania’s most exclusive yacht club is very egalitarian in fact. Even people who struggle to survive on the margin of poverty are taking part in regattas, enjoying club life, taking to the sea on white yachts. Unfortunately it is just an offer for white males who have relations to the right people and come from a privileged class themselves. Thank you for your efforts in changing this, VIDEA!

To support the fundraising campaign, follow this link: http://solidarity.videa.ca/participantpage.asp?fundid=1846&uid=3438&role=1

Global Solidarity Challenge: Day No. 1

Oh man, the Global Solidarity Challenge! There it is and I don’t know how to deal with it. Ok, that is not completely true, I had already thought about living on 1.25 Dollar or 2,750 Tanzanian Shilling per day and producing less waste. Nevertheleless I had not taken any precautions to move from riches to rags all of a sudden. Fortunately I live in Tanzania which means that food prices are extremely low compared to Western countries. Moreover, as a volunteer we are theoretically assigned a food budget of 2.50 Dollar per day, which is just twice the Challenge budget.

To support the campaign, visit my page at VIDEA: http://solidarity.videa.ca/participantpage.asp?fundid=1846&uid=3438&role=1

And that is how my first day went: I woke up and was feeling hungry. I thought of the plan to make bread since one kilogram of flour costs just 1500 Shilling (a bit more than 0.50 Dollar), then I thought of the oatmeal I had bought the day before and the yoghurt in the fridge and decided to take a shortcut. In total, my breakfast took 2,200 Shillings, so that one Dollar was already gone when I left the house to design prototypes at a local crafts NGO workshop. By noon one of the workers brought me a dish of Ugali (Maize porridge) with vegetables. Since he belongs to the group of persons who probably really live on 1.25 Dollar per day I decided to accept his invitation as an escape to save my budget. After a day at the workshop it was time for dinner. The salad ingredients took 600 Shillings, the sip of Coke 300 and the Pilau (Spiced Rice) from the day before was ca. 300, too. After dinner I snatched an orange from the fridge, 200 Shillings. The water I drank over the day was mainly boiled tap water which I count as free. In total I used 3,600 Shillings for food, which is 1.64 Dollar. That means that I did not completely fail for the first day, but more care can still be taken. Tomorrow is becoming a challenge since I am invited to a regatta at the Yacht Club where Western prices prevail. For the lunch on board I am baking bread and preparing red lentils, estimated personal budget for these two dishes: 1200 Shillings.

The waste challenge went well today. One banana peel, a yoghurt bag and one plastic bag for the salad ingredients went to the dustbin since I forgot to use the bag I had brought to carry the vegetables.

Tomorrow: How the regatta was and where we buy what we eat.

Home made bread (earlier try)
Home made bread (earlier try)
The daily hero: Our shopping bag
The daily hero: Our shopping bag
Coming soon for tourists: The stylish shopping bag, designed by Jakob
Coming soon for tourists: The stylish shopping bag, designed by Jakob
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Dar es Salaam contrasts: Slum in Jangwani area and Central Business District

 

Images: Night Shift

Fire at a plastic and chemicals store in an industrial area near Julius Nyerere Road.

Port Fire Service, Airport Fire Service and Fire and Rescue Force joining forces in their efforts to control the blaze.

The blaze
The blaze
Establishing water supply
Establishing water supply
Water spray
Water spray
Backup forces arriving
Backup forces arriving
Workers
Workers
Firefighters I
Firefighters I
Opening the gate
Opening the gate
Inspecting the damage
Inspecting the damage
Trees
Trees
Firefighters II
Firefighters II
Taking over the field
Taking over the field
Firefighters IV
Firefighters III
Firefighters III
Firefighters IV
Back to the fire station, tired
Back to the fire station, tired

G.: Not macht erfinderisch

Ein neuer Schuh
Ein neuer Schuh

Nun musste G. also wieder einmal ins Krankenhaus. Während eines unkontrollierten Manövers auf einer Segelregatta hatte er sich an einer offen stehenden Luke an drei Zehen Abschürfungen eingehandelt, die trotz Desinfektion nach einem Tag höllisch wehtaten und angeschwollen waren. Dazu kamen noch die Schürfwunden aus der Zeit vor der Tansaniareise, die auch nach der Rückkehr in die sichere Heimat nicht heilen wollten. G.s Hinweis an dieser Stelle: Du solltest dich nach Möglichkeit in Tansania nicht verletzen. Wenn es doch passiert, brauchst du Geduld, Bargeld und eine funktionierende Kreditkarte. Er fuhr also mit dem Fahrrad ins Aga-Khan-Krankenhaus, eine angesehene Privatklinik. Dort wartete er erst lange und fragte sich mehrmals durch, bevor er dann schließlich 360.000 Shilling bezahlen durfte (ca. 150€) und dann war sein behandelnder Arzt zufällig schon im Wochenende. Nachdem G. nun schon ungefähr drei Stunden im Krankenhaus verbracht hatte, wurde er kurz ungehalten. Er meinte zu einer Angestellten, er hätte auch ins Amana-Krankenhaus gehen können, ein ziemlich heruntergekommenes staatliches Hospital, dort wäre der Service wahrscheinlich besser gewesen. Dann ging er zur Rezeption, um nach Alternativen zu suchen. Schließlich wurde er zu einem anderen Arzt gebracht, der dann gemeinsam mit der Schwester, die G. gereizt angefahren hatte, G.s Wunden behutsam reinigte. Mit dem Bescheid, er solle am nächsten Tag zum Verbandswechsel wiederkommen, wurde er nach Hause geschickt. Glücklicherweise hatte G. schon öfter Leute mit Fußverbänden erlebt, deshalb hatte er aus LKW-Plane und Kordel einen provisorischen Schuh dabei, den er statt des nun zu engen tragen konnte. Als Sohle diente ihm ein Stück Plastik, das eigentlich für eine Handyhülle gedacht war. So erlaubte es ihm nun, Fahrrad zu fahren, bei einer Zehenverletzung eine geschickte Fortbewegungsart, da der Fuß komplett ruht. Zu Hause angekommen, las er weiter in Edlef Köppens „Heeresbericht“, bei den Beschreibungen grausamer Verletzungen bekam er seltsam gute Laune, denn so schlimm hatte es ihn dann auch wieder nicht erwischt. Anschließend war es Zeit, zu duschen. Um seine Verbände trocken zu halten, stieg G. mit dem linken Bein in einen giftgrünen Ortlieb-Sack, den er aus Deutschland mitgenommen hatte. Nackt bis auf die Plastiktüte am Bein, die mit einem Gummizug provisorisch oben abgeschlossen wurde, hatte die Installation etwas von einem seltsamen Fetisch, zumal G. mit dem linken Fuß auf die Toilette steigen musste, damit das Wasser nicht am Oberschenkel entlang in den Plastiksack laufen konnte. Schließlich gereinigt aß G. noch ein sparsames Abendessen, da er keine Lust mehr hatte, mühsam etwas zuzubereiten, zumal die Verletzungen im Stehen besonders schmerzten. Er scrollte sich durch Facebook. Im Westen nichts Neues. Das war Remarque und nicht Köppen. G. ging schlafen.